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Thursday, April 30, 2009

Do You Remember?

Do you remember?
When we danced in the rain on that December?
Do you remember?
When we went to that hill just to sit and stare at the sky?

Yes, I can still recall
All about us
Can you?

for ***k*,
my unpredictable falling star.

p.s. I know it's silly calling a person my unpredictable falling star. Hm, as if you know the story -.-

Current Favorite Songs

1. It's Amazing - Jem

The song is... very easy listening, sheltering, cooling me down, hmm... Very neat but unpredictable. (?) I can't find a word to express this song. :)

2. Stan - Dido featuring Eminem

Hm I'm late -_- My sister downloaded this song a year ago but it's not a full version. Yesterday I downloaded the full version and I fell in love with this song!

I listen these two songs, and I realized that Stan and It's Amazing are typical.

p.s. Sorry I can't provide a sample of the song (wtf) because my computer is a crap that has a cable and connected to the internet.

Perspective

To choose a perspective is to choose a value system and a belief. If you're talking from your point of view, you'd talk about what you want, need, or feel like. Can you talk from others' point of view? Yes. You can MUST.

People says that you must speak up your mind, sure, it's important to speak up your mind. You have to let people know what you feel or need. But somehow, you have to talk or think from others' perspective. It's empathy. You have to understand other people's feelings or emotions in order to know yourself.

So, the conclusion is:

You have to speak up your mind, but think from many point of views to make a good decision. Open your eyes, fellas.

An Insomniatic Silly Notes

I can't sleep but I'm not awake.
I'm getting tired of this life.
But knock knock.
You came to my life.

You held my hand.
You kept me warm.
But whooosh.
You're gone.

Being Weird...

is not a shameful thing.

Being a geek... is not NOT good.

Everyone has two sides.
Good and bad.
Smart and silly.
Cool and warm.
Normal and weird.
Social butterfly and.. geek?

Everybody has those 2 sides.
And it's up to you.
What do you choose?

Favorite Things

- Green frogs (of course not the real one)
- Something green
- A peaceful place
- Books
- DVDs
- Best friends that's always be there for me, and sure I'll be there for them
- Rain's smell
- The smell of gasoline LOL
- Little black dresses
- Him hahaha
- Dancing in the rain
- Doing the Hoedown Throwdown
- Gossiping with IZZAAAA
- Doing silly things
- Late night eating
- Satin/silly pajamas
- Light blue ribbon
- Summer dresses
- Meeting old friends
- Having a great time with friends, or crush
- Feeling in love
- Being loved
- Stationaries
- Sweets
- Know what I want
- Get what I want
- Know what I need
- And get it
- All silly and simple things that I do (or did?) with him
- With them too
-I mean them: My primary school friends
- Them: all my best friends are included
- And him : you-know-who a.k.a i-don't-want-to-talk-about-him-except-with-my-sister-and-cousins-and-best-best-best-friends
- A stupid feeling called love
- LOTS OF THINGS I CAN'T TYPE HERE HAHAHAHA

Silly Post

I am weird but somehow I'm normal.
I love lollipops but I get toothache if I eat too much.
I fall in love with someone, and sometimes he breaks my heart.
I have many friends but a few best friends.
I love all, trust a few, do wrong to MANY people.
I trust my best friends, and I hate backstabber.
I am comfortable with my (way too simple) style, and I hate copycat.
I don't really like mingling around (for now).
But actually I did.
I'm not obsessed to be a queen bee here, because I know my capacity.
I love reading books, but lately I prefer watching film.
I looove daydreaming, and sometimes I don't like nightdreaming (?)
I often dream weird things.
Like a child that can walk on water using a high heels.
Or a knife that can hypnotize people.
Or my friend, being a pirate, a cruel pirate.
Or him, being my boyfriend.
And we walked in a labyrinth.
And it was raining.
And my mother called me.
And my mother ruined everything. -_-
I am dramatic but I'm simple.
I'm funny but I can be very serious, or crunchy? Haha.
I like eating but lately I'm sick of food.
I vomited last night because I ate spicy egg (my favorite food). Ewww.
I miss my crush. I really miss him.
Okay, he's more than just a crush.
I've waited for him since September 2007.
And I can't move on.
He had a girlfriend.
But I always wait for him.
I'll always wait for him.
oooh, so sweet shit.
I'm not good at english but at least I'm trying to speak english.
I'm going to have a concert and I'm so nervous so i think I'm going to pretend like, sick. -.-
I hate mosquito and I think everybody does.
My hamster died and I cried.
Actually I want to continue this silly post until I fall asleep but I think YOU are the one that's going to fall asleep.
So, bye.
See you next post.
Maybe I'll write something like this (again).