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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Nothing

Sorry fellas, I haven't posted anything lately. My final exams just finished about... 6 hrs ago. And I still got speaking test from LIA tomorrow. Shoot. My friends are going to go to Citos tomorrow, but I can't go because of this frigging LIA.

In the mood for playing The Sims Urbz. And going to mall alone. Maybe Friday I'll go to mall alone. (Going to watch Garuda di Dadaku, or maybe Star Trek)

NOT in the mood for speaking test. Meeting Mr. Desmal, my teacher in LIA. He's kind, but oldskool. Well, since he's like 60-something I think that's normal.

Life sucks. I am NOT relieved even though I have finished my final exams. I am NOT happy even though my piano teacher can't teach today, so I'm free now. I don't know. There's something wrong here, I guess.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Bored

I'm bored. Ah anyway I just watched No Reservations.

Current mood : I'm feeling weird, bored, and am not in the mood for posting a review of No Reservations.

What happened today : A periodic test in LIA (the writing part was like hell), a final listening test from Mr. Arif, being eaten by a fkkn MOSQUITO, and I cant sleep i think i'm gonna watch Once, or any chick flick movies, and I just watched the thailand version of Shutter with Citra, Mia, Sinta, dll.

This week overall mood : CHICK FLICK AND TEEN FLICK WEEK! Hahaha.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Positive + Negative -

I'm trying to change my perspective to be more... positive. Blah.

Maybe I'm not a gothic-emo-kind-of-girl that thinks that life is useless, but I'm quiet a pessimistic person. But, MAYBE, my 'packaging' is not that pessimistic. And somehow it's fun being a pessimistic, because life goes your way. You know, things happen when you least expect it.

People say 'Hope for the best, prepare for the worst'. Sometimes when I tried to change my mind, and tried to think from the positive side things got worse. It didn't go my way. And I was hurted even more. So I made a conclusion to prepare for the worst, and do NOT hope for the best, but do NOT hope for the worst (do you think there's a person that hopes for the worst?), and do your best.

Some says that it's just the same as a bench-mark-degradation, but no, it's not a bench-mark-degradation, it's just... Preparing for the worst, because things don't always go your way. But I can't lie, of course there are some situations that was an exception. Like EVERYTHING related with him. Ahuahuaua silly. So I can't say that I was a real pessimistic person. But for a pessimistic, I'm quiet optimistic (ahuahua it's paramore's song).

But now, (since about a month or less  ago) I'm trying to look from the brightside. I'm trying to improve my badside, to be less sensitive, moody, and etc etc blah blahs. If I fail, let's just say it's life, there are ups and downs. 

I'm trying to forgive (even if it's kinda hard for me, and seriously it was really hard for me), to look things in the different way, to feel what others feels (read: more and more empathy). Ah, better me.

So the conclusion is, I'm trying to be better. And I'm trying to be more optimistic. And please, if you're my friend, help me through this change. And, will you try to fix your bad characters? If you really are my friend, then there are takes and gives. If I try to be better, then you have to try to be better (actually it's not like a drop dead theory, but these are the simple words). So, yeah. Please at least help me through this confusing condition, because my 'negative' side meets and crashes with my 'positive-oh-lala' side.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Text

A person texted me.

Asslm mlkm...
Slm knal...

my comment: i didn't reply it, ahuahuhaua.

Ni aku boy.
Aku dpt no dri mamank azum...

my comment: what the f? who the hell is mamank azum? ahahaha such a LOVELY AND UNIQUE name.

Knpah engga kenal yah?
Aku yg waktu it bwa sandal sma a udel.
ingt ga?

my comment: what is he talking about? really i dont understand.

Any ideas? Anyway if you want the number of this person just comment or fill my cbox. Adieu! :)

Suckumentary Sucks

Right now I'm making a documentary film. No, it's SUCKUMENTARY.

SUCKUMENTARY SUCKS. My moviemaker can't play the video. Oh puh-leaseee I need a cool moviemaker software and a great partners and 1 month to make this silly documentary film about orangutan.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Chopstick

When I was still on yr6, I had a clique. No, I HAVE a clique. And NO, Chopstick is NOT the name of our clique. Even though we're apart now but we're still close :) The members are me (Ajeng), Langen, Lala, and Zahras. They are my BEST-EST FRIENDS ever. Oh gooooood they're always by my side hihi I love you guuuys muah muah.

Now let me explain. Chopstick is a name of a meadow (okay it's not really a meadow) near our school. And here's the history...

We were playing and fooling around because of my PE teacher didn't come. We chased each other, (we refers to my whole silly-yet-lovely class) and Zahras and I were so confused and too tired to run. So, we searched for the nearest place to chill out (blah). We found a little meadow (nah, not a real big green peaceful meadow like in The Sound of Music) near our school, and we sat down and had a great time!
The next afternoon, at about 11 a.m. (lunch time baby) we (now we refers to our gank, blah) went to that secret sacred place. And we had a reaaallllly2 great time. We can scream and curse things, life, GUYS, teacher, enemy, AHAHAHAHA. And that name popped out in our brains. Chopstick. AHAHAH that's the silly history. But really, whenever we lost our mind, or when one of us was in a bad mood or maybe one of us broke with her boyfriend, or ANYTHING bad happened to one of us, we went to that sacred place. And Chopstick is like this, more or less. And it's not that big, and NO MOUNTAIN, and it's not that beautiful but it's a great place to relax.





p.s. I MISS CHOPSTICK! I MISS MY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL! AND I MISS YOU GUYS ;)

Friday, May 1, 2009

Facebook

Ahuahuahua begau. I can't log in on my facebook. Holy facebook's crap. That holy boly facebook said that 'We can't blablabla cookies blablabla." You know, I'm not a hi-tech person and I dont know what cookie is. -_-

Silly

AHUAHUAHUAHUA.

I made a bowl of shiitake cream soup! YEAAAY I DID IT!
I edited a video using Windows Moviemaker. YEAAAY I DID IT!
I killed more than 10 mosquitos a day. YEAAAY I DID IT!
I texted my crush' best friend. YEAAAY I DID IT! (wtf?)
I chatted with my BFF after long time no chat lol. YEAAAY I DID IT!

I haven't finished my biology homework. OH NOOO I DIDN'T!

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Current Favorite Songs

1. It's Amazing - Jem

The song is... very easy listening, sheltering, cooling me down, hmm... Very neat but unpredictable. (?) I can't find a word to express this song. :)

2. Stan - Dido featuring Eminem

Hm I'm late -_- My sister downloaded this song a year ago but it's not a full version. Yesterday I downloaded the full version and I fell in love with this song!

I listen these two songs, and I realized that Stan and It's Amazing are typical.

p.s. Sorry I can't provide a sample of the song (wtf) because my computer is a crap that has a cable and connected to the internet.

Being Weird...

is not a shameful thing.

Being a geek... is not NOT good.

Everyone has two sides.
Good and bad.
Smart and silly.
Cool and warm.
Normal and weird.
Social butterfly and.. geek?

Everybody has those 2 sides.
And it's up to you.
What do you choose?

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Sakit

AHUAHUAHUA I'M SICK.

Panas, batuk, MUAL, asthma (dikit doang), MUAL lagi, MUAL lagi, MUAL lagi.
Untuk pertama kalinya gue enek liat makanan.
Waktu gue nonton kemaren (cerita menyusul) gue bahkan ngasih popcorn gue ke Ozzie, soalnya gue enek liat popcornnya.
AHAHAHA tapi seneng juga sih.

gue sama si itu tuh, yang ituu, smsan gidhuw. heheheh males nulis isinya ^^

Sunday, April 26, 2009

:)

Hey. Actually now I have to go to SSC right now, read the story in Tinah's blog. I woke up late, but not very late, but it's too late to go to Tebet and FYI my house is in West Jakarta and Tebet is in South Jakarta and it's mondaaay. Fortunately my mom allowed me not to go to the fkn SSC hahaha ily mooom.

Yesterday I had a sleepover with izza in my house. On Saturday, April 25, there was an art festival in my elementary school, so I went to my lovely dovey school. I was TOO happy, and when i was on the way from my elementary school I called Izza and I screamed, I jiggled, and Izza said 'Okay Ajeng, enough. I'll go to your house as soon as you reach jakarta, and you'll tell me what happened there, every details, and I'll tell you a SHOCKING story too :)'
We had a great night, talking about GUYS, friends, enemies (?), decorating our nails with nail arts, dancing (yeah it sound silly I know but it was fun, really fun), watching Mad Money (we fell asleep lol) and the next day we swam in my swimming pool. I have a 'pelampung' (what's the english word for 'PELAMPUNG'? It's buoy but it's not like that) like mini's in Mini's first time.

hmm. UPLOAD ERROR. I cant upload any photos right now so sorry fellas.

We went to Taman Anggrek, we bought a present for Adis, a-TO-DIE-FOR-ULTRA-CUTE-SHOCKING-PINK-BOX-AND-YOU-CAN-PUT-ANYTHING-ON-IT-AND-IT'S-IDR-68.000-SO-I-GOT-BANKRUPT-AND-I-CANT-BUY-THE-GREEN-ONE-FOR-ME. -___-

I bought new wedges :) It's cute! We had a heaps of fun, and Izza's little brother threw my hair brush -_- hahaha.

p.s. We're planning to go to Taman Anggrek (again) to watch Race to Witch Mountain (i havent watched it -_-) but idk because i'm also planning to go to bogor with my friends tomorrow to watch watchmen and my mom's kinda strict about going-to-mall-twice-a-week-even-if-it's-holiday-for-a-week-and-there's-no-exam. So I think I'm gonna go to Bogor, because I had a great weekend with Izza and the-watching-movie-together-thing can wait until Adis finishes her final exams :) Good luck hihi.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

BI

HAHAHAHAHAHA Pake bahasa Indonesia yaaa.

Seneeeeng banget hari ini tapi juga sedih -_-. Kan hari ini ada pensi di SD gue, jadi gue seangkatan (angkatan 17) janjian mau dateng. SD gue tuh di Bogor ya, jadi gue bener bener RELA-RELAIN dateng ke sini, bahkan gue bangun pagi loccch (biasanya siang).

Gue berangkat jam 8an, sampe di sana jam 9an, terus gue cengo sendiri nyari2 temen. Di sekolah sih udah rame, terus eh ada yang teriak2 "AJEEEEEEENG!!!" eh ternyata si Zahras my lovely babyyyy hihihi sekarang tambah cantik deh, rambutnya jadi sebahu. Terus katanya yang lain pada di TK, yaudah gue ke TK, ketemu LALA, Otto, RAFI, Ira, Arrum, Catur, Anis (dia pindah ke yogya loccccc), dll dll banyaak banget. Aduh kita bikin rusuh aja ya di pensi -_-

Terus kan gue jalan jalan keliling sekolah sama Otto Rafi Zahras Lala, pertama tama ke perpustakaan, lapangan basket, lapangan bola1, lapangan bola2, jalan pintas ke masjid, masjid, terus ke koperasi (tutup) jadinya ke luar deh, terus beli teh poci. Terus kan kita balik, terus ke masjid. Ketemu sama Salsa sama pacarnya gidhu, lagi bokinan (wo pacaran di masjid). Terus terus ada Raras, Adis, Anggi, dkk. Terus kita jalan lagi -_- terus pas balik lagi...

IHIHI DI MASJID UDAH RAME LOOOCH (?)

Ada si Megi (bukan nama sebenernya), Vicky, Dimas, Indio, Alfan, dll dll dll dll dll. OHMIGAWD GUE KANGEEN BANGET SAMA MEREKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Udah gitu ya si Dimas nyeletuk gini, "Eh ***** tuh sana istri lo dateng dari jakarta, samperin sana." AHUAHUAHUA dasar dimas pengen gue kempesin lo pake jarum pentul. Terus si Megi jadi kurus banget deh, terus terus Vicky tambah tinggi, Dimas tambah bulet hihi dll dll.

Kita ngobrol2 di depan kelas 6c yang legendaris, terus tadinya mau nonton cuma nggak jadi -_- Terus terus kita main main di TK, aduh berasa masih sd deh kangeen banget sama mereka :( AAAAAAAAH SEGINI NGGAK CUKUP :(((((

Terus ada beberapa percakapan nggak penting yang nggak tau kenapa pengen gue tulis.

gue (g) vicky (v)

V : Lo berubah ya jeng.
G : He? Berubah nape?
V : Hm, tambah pendek ya.
G : ELU YANG TAMBAH TINGGI DODOL.

Nggak penting ya yayaya. Terus gue kesel sama si **** masa pas ada momen yang sangat membahagiakan umat manusia, dia ngancurin -__- Aelah kamu agak ganggu ya nak huekekekke aduh ga bisa diceritain semua di sini, ada yang rahasia banget ihihi yang jelas gue seeeneeeeeng :)

Gue seneeng banget terus gue cerita soal masalah masalah gue ke Rafi Zahras Muti, sayang ya langen lagi ke bandung -_- yang jelas gue sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget sama kalian semua. Buat semua anak angkatan 17 SD BI, i miss you all already padahal belom juga sehari pisah :)

p.s. Gue mimpi lo semua pindah ke smabel semalem, aduh semoga beneran ya amin amin amin. Kalo beneran kejadian, gue nggak jadi pindah deh :) Katanya nggak mau gue pindah kan? Aaaaaaaaaaa love you all :)

Happy and Sad

I'm ULTRA-MEGA-JUMBO happy right now, but I'm sad in the same time.
 
Why am I happy?

-REUNI (I'll write about this)
-I'm having a sleepover right now :)
-Hmm many other things

Why am I sad?

-I have to go back to Jakarta
-I can't stay in Bogor
-Hmm many other things that I can't tell you

Friday, April 24, 2009

Movie

I'm going to watch movies to spend my holiday -_- (lame)

-The Sound of Music (i have to watch this!)
-Another Cinderella Story (...)
-A Cinderella Story (because I'll watch another cinderella story so I bought this dvd)
-Click (hm, adam sandler)
-Hounddog (done!)
-Supernatural ep.17-18 (done!)
-Bridewars (-_-)
-Winged Creatures (done)
-The 7 Year Itch (i watched it and it was realllllly boring so i skipped many scene)
-etc etc.

Actually I want to watch watchmen and race to witch mountain but, ...

Thursday, April 23, 2009

a-z-o-z

It's all about me and oz honey.
Not about you.
Not about us.
And not about this fkn place with fkn people.
Lol.
Roflmao.
Hey hey, sorry.
Okay it sounds like the 7 year itch. -_-
Nah, it's not the 7 year itch.
It's the 5 months itchES. bahahahahah.
Don't worry if you don't understand this post.
Because I think I'm going crazy.
Noo, I mean crazier than before.
So sorry if my blog is full of trashes.
Trashes that you don't know, or understand.
Hihihi it's not about youuuu.
And really.
Trashes.
T-r-a-s-h-e-s.
(ih ngelantur)

Thesis

Hello fellas.
I had an assignment, to write an essay about 'getting up after falling', and I've done it (insya Allah) successfully :)
And now I have an ASSignment to write a thesis about 'Effectivity of Acceleration Class'. I hate thesis, and I suck at it. -_-
My friend have to write a thesis about poligamy (HAHAHA)
And my other friend have to write a thesis about 'General Election: Agree or Disagree?'
Arghhh.
Arghhh.
ARGHHH!

And now, NM is sooo not-hot to me.

Byebye Baby

Hey pals :)
I'm leaving next Friday (if you know what 'leaving' is) HUAHAHAAHAHHA bye adios goodbye my lover (wtf?)
Hihi I hope this trip leads to a better life, better me, better friends, better thoughts, better better better biscuit (?)
Amin.

Bye, thanks for ALL. Really, ALL. ALL. ALL. ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL. I mean it when I said ALL baby :)

xx

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

NM, Really

D : Hey!
A : Wht's up?
D : Nm. wbu?
A : Nm, except the fact that I get even crazier than b4.
D : lol. when r u going to move to oz?
A : IDK, asap.
D : Ok then, good for you :)
A : Thanks. :)

It looks like NM is sooooo in right now (if you know what i mean)
Yeah everything's boring.
Everybody's boring.
I dont know, but maybe almost everybody's bored.

1.30?

Right now I'm eating Richeese Rolls and Yupi Gummy Fangs alone in my house like a freak. Well i AM a freak. -__- hmmmmm I'm bored, i want to sleep but i can't (and it's 1.30 pm right now)
what? 1.30?

I went home from my fkn school at 1 pm, and that 'favorite' school is far from my house. Usually the trip (aelah) takes me 1 hour to get to my home. BUT REALLY? Oh you're kidding, clock. Wait, i'll check to the guest room's clock.

after a while...

NAAAH IT'S NOT 1.30! YOU'RE KIDDING, CLOCK! I KNOW YOU'RE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF RIGHT NOW! (yes i talk to unliving things).Hm, brb, i'm checking my tv room's clock and my handphone.

after A WHILE...

OH GOOOD IT IS REALLY 1.30 PM. My gossshhhh. I love you clock :) My english course is at 5pm and i have an assignment to make a THESIS about GETTING UP AFTER FALLING and I suck at it. -_- lol. You know there's nothing much here except the fact that I'm getting even crazier than before, and maybe next 2 months i'll eat people so watchout babbyyyyyyy! ROFLMAO :p