Short Update

Just got back from Science Camp.
I'm back maaaaaaan! :D

Anyway I just watched Garuda di Dadaku. Review later!

Reality

We're confused. We don't know what to do. But life is about options. It's not about the right thing to do. After all, everyone has their own paradigm. And there's no 'right or wrong'. If you choose your way, and you go through it better than you would if you choose mine, it's okay. Well, let's hope that's the best option for you.

I know how it feels to be you. I have felt like that before, maybe mine was even worse. Here's my suggestion :

Don't run away from the reality. Face it. Be ready.

It's About You

You.
Didn't even say goodbye.
You.
With your broken smile.
You.
Ceasing to fly.
You.
Reaching too high.
You.
Fall and cry.
You.
Searching for light.
You.
Trying to deny the truth.
You.
Trying to struggle.
You.
Facing life.
You.
And all your flaws.

You,
don't know what's waiting inside.

And After All...

You're my wonder wall.

A Letter to a Stranger

Hey there.
We used to know each other. So I think I should introduce myself again.
My name is Ajeng and I'm 12 turning to 13.
I am a drama queen and you knew it.
I don't have many friends, but I have a few close friends.
I cry easily and almost everyone's annoyed because of that.
And I fall for a stupid cruel boy.
And I can't get up.
And I can't move on.
It's you.

Nothing

Sorry fellas, I haven't posted anything lately. My final exams just finished about... 6 hrs ago. And I still got speaking test from LIA tomorrow. Shoot. My friends are going to go to Citos tomorrow, but I can't go because of this frigging LIA.

In the mood for playing The Sims Urbz. And going to mall alone. Maybe Friday I'll go to mall alone. (Going to watch Garuda di Dadaku, or maybe Star Trek)

NOT in the mood for speaking test. Meeting Mr. Desmal, my teacher in LIA. He's kind, but oldskool. Well, since he's like 60-something I think that's normal.

Life sucks. I am NOT relieved even though I have finished my final exams. I am NOT happy even though my piano teacher can't teach today, so I'm free now. I don't know. There's something wrong here, I guess.

Simple Step

We can stop by a while, and figure out what's stopping us. You're feeling pissed, I'm feeling pissed, and actually everybody is. We're just trying to ignore the stupid simple fact that we hide. To be one, we have to be tolerance. To be one, we have to face the ups and downs together. You know what? Those are BS (sorry Dinda I use the same word). It starts from a simple step, that leads to another. To be one, we simply just have to realize that we're one.